so last night i came to get my report card. i start looking and so far so good. they were all A's and B's. then i get to the very last grade.....the worst i expected was a C- or D+ if anything, but no, i had a D- i almost cried. it was so disappointing because i could of been on the honor rolls this quater. but no not anymore since i have a failing grade. i feel like such a failure. i'm just so angry because in the past years i was bad in school, and now that i actually do try i still do miserably bad. I never used to care about grades, but now i consider my grades to be one of the most important things. it's just not fair. IT HAD TO BE PRE-CALC!!!!! sometimes i wonder if i should even keep on trying but then i realize that i shouldn't just throw in the towel like that, because i don't give up. i haven't given up on anything that truly matters to me, and i just wont do it. if i gave up on anything, i would give up on my family, my education...and myself. but no because giving up is for quitters, and i am NOT a quitter. i never will be. i just gotta apply myself more i guess, and if it doesn't work out, then bring me a gun!!!!!!!
till next time
DEPRESSED ARIAN :(
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